Well, sorry I haven't been writing in my blog. I have just been so, busy with my life problems. Anyway, on to discussing it, you might not like it, but I shall blog about it anyway. Well, from my last blog, I was blaming my mom, only because it seemed like her, because she told me my dad phoned her... and my dad never phones her. So, I just didn't know the facts. Now I do, it was my dad. He was the one that went into my business without my permission, I know that he's my father, and he did all these things while I was growing up, but still, some permission would have been great. He also assumed things, things that were no where near correct. From those events, I have informed my grandparents of my dads actions, and attitude, and that they should talk to him about it... Guess what they did? My grandpa freaked out at me, and kicked me out of the house (I resided in their home, it was more convenient living there than my dads, my mom lived in another town, so I was unable to go to the same school if I had lived with her). It just turned out that he had even greater anger issues, I guess that's where my dad got his from.
So, I was kicked out of my home, and my mom was unable to pick me up, not until the end of the week (It was Tuesday I believe) So, my friend, my very awesome friend, let me stay at his house until my mom could pick me up. I'm not going to discuss the rest of the week I am currently residing with my mother still, she's been great, took me in, she didn't even bring up the incident at all. I'm glad someone took my side. It has been a month and a week since they kicked me out. I have also found out more and more information they have been keeping from me. They shoved all these lies in my face, making it seem like I lived in this perfect world. I am really disappointed about their lying and rudeness towards me. They didn't accept me, when they found out that I was gay... They didn't accept me, and didn't like the "way I turned out". I was shocked to hear such a thing, and appalled. It hurts that they would say such things. I always assumed that, if none of my friends accepted me, I would at least have my family... Guess I was wrong, it was the complete opposite. All my friends accepted me, which is great. My mom, and my siblings do of course, thank god. Although, only some of my siblings do, my step brothers don't... I don't feel the need to tell them though, if they find out, then they find out. It doesn't matter much.
I miss all my friends back in my home town, very much, I love them all to bits. I'm homesick, and very lonely at the moment. Through this all, I am still doing alright. I'm not mad at my family, just severely disappointed. I cannot believe they said the things they said. It's sad to see things turn out like this, from a stupid little incident like this. Oh well, things will get better eventually, and maybe they will soon accept the fact I'm gay and welcome me back into the family. If not, it's their loss, I don't want a family that doesn't love me for who I am, if that's the way they think, then, whatever.
