Hey guys, i never posted a blog in a long time.

I just got out of a three month relationship, he broke up with me, so yeah for the past three days, i have been crying my eyes out. I am on the road to recovery, I am trying my hardest to get over him, so i can be friends with him again, because right now, even though he offered, i wouldnt be able to, still in love with him, being forced to watch him fall in love with someone new, i wouldnt be able to handle it. So yeah, i am trying to get over him, so i can be friends with him, cause no matter what, i want him in my life. Whether he is my Boyfriend, husband, or best friend. It wont matter, as long as he is here, being himself, then i should be happy, cause him in my life, is awesome, him not being in my life, just wouldnt be the same.

I have goverment exams coming up, yeah, so, i am trying my hardest to find time to study... but with me "being miserable" its not working, so yeah, bad week for exams...

I kind of feel pathetic, I cut myself, in efforts of feeling better, it was a bad idea... so i was told by many, including Derrik, asking me for a promise to never do it again. Its a promise, a hard one, cause, i think about it sometimes now. I know, pretty pathetic. but a dear friend told me, that cutting crayons is fun, and makes you smile... so, i just might do that. :P and yes, this person, is emo, and shes awesome.

If Argie, Jacc, Britt, Justin werent here, than, i would be in a very miserable mood. So i thank them, for being here for me. They are some of the best people, anyone could ask for. I love them to bits. I will be here for them, as much as they are here for me.
Thank you guys !